Dont lie..you want to be here

So I didn’t have to wish I was there

There’s so many things i want to say to you
But only so many ways I can say them
There’s so many times where I just want to scream
Instead I take my feelings and hide them
Why does this have to be so hard why cant you just chose?
Because you know whats right is right
I just hate being the one to lose.

What is this game that were playing
Where we care and then we dont
My head feels like its exploding
And when i ask you to do things you wont.
But i dont understand half the time because it was your idea to begin with
So you make plan after plan and dont follow through

What im trying to say is that things could be so perfect
If you would just take my hand and tell me its all going to be worth it.